This fluid feels like pain This stoic mood is all in vain I reached into the dark I tear this other me apart How many years ago? How many deaths I can't let go? My flesh is temporary My God, extraordinary You can't kill my mind A man delivered can never Make his way in darkness I know tonight will end But I won't give this life away again Sifting through this same debris Oh, my Father, call to me This smoke is in my blood This home is just no good Save me from my bitterness Give me up, I did my best Shock this system full of shit Lock this fucker lost in it You can't kill my mind A man delivered can never Make his way in darkness I know tonight will end But I won't give this life away But I won't give this life away again A man surrendered can never Find his own forgiveness I know my life will end But I won't give tonight away I won't give tonight away again This fluid feels like pain This ruin feels like rain I reach into the past My future's fading fast How many years ago? How many I let go? My flesh is all I have My face is happenstance This smoke is in my blood This life is not enough This life is not enough This life is not enough