Skimmin' thru this letter that she wrote It says I'm never there and our relationships a ghost Seeing as I'm fresh to death that shit should come of no surprise I can see she's growing tired of tryin' to swim against the tide And I ain't got no feelings it's as if I was paralyzed And all she seems to hear from me lately is alibis But she's so in love with me I can't imagine why I'm paid but her hearts the one thing you can't bribe So we goin' back and forth with all the arguments I would apologize but my prides too oversized for me to swallow it Gotta check your dial the time is now for us to call it quits You hurt so I'll excuse you while you talkin' shit and tossing shit Gotta duck like a nigga play for Iraq And rewind it up divide it like a pint of neopolitan Altho they say we all scream for ice cream I shulda done more than buy you nice things Tell me will you ever wake up Will you ever see That this is where I wanna be Do anything for you except for leave Even when it was hard for me Kept holdin' on when I wanted to let go All your secrets safe with me ill never tell a soul Just can't figure out why I can never tell you no Say you love me but you never let it show So I guess I'll never know Alarm clock snooze button waking up with whose woman Not mine lately I been prayin' I can stop lyin' Last time wasn't the last time she couldn't stop cryin' Livin' out a part grind my girlfriend my glock 9 But all I need in this life of sin is more money than I can spend And her callin' like where you been And me replyin' grinding bae sorry I ain't make no time today But look I'm doin' fine let me catch this other line ok You understand that understand me fuck them side hoes ain't no plan b Ain't no plan b pills unplanned parenting apparently I ain't found her yet where is she Lookin' for her like future got me lookin' forward to my future Wifey no baby mama throwin' rice no benny hunnas Lookin' for a pretty woman with the wisdom of my grandmama I'm trippin' kinda sound like I'm dreamin' don't it