What a torturous thing
Torturous thing
To think that you hate me now
They've been saying that I don't know how
To be lonely
And I get so defensive
To think I'd be weak and senseless
Don't wanna end up all used and loveless
Want you in the evening
Back when you said that you missed me, how?
Don't want your pity, just your first time loving
But only if you adore me now
I'd cave in if you need me
From feeling you all around
I get shy when you touch me, high when you call me
Kill you just to have it out
How could I know the way we'd go down?
Far away
Nothing to save us
I imagined you different
So show some emotion
Can't you act like you care?
'Cause you kill like a gun, and shoot at my heart
And that's not fair
Want you in the evening
Back when you said that you missed me, how?
Don't want your pity, just your first time loving
But only if you adore me now
I'd cave in if you need me
From feeling you all around
I get shy when you touch me, high when you call me
Kill you just to have it out
