I read it over and over I can't make out any names I fall down beside myself I hate this opioid game I stand up next to my mother She feels exactly the same The kids don't know much these days, reputation's a game The first time I realised, was the last time I cared It feels like everybody's watching to see what I will do next I'm not over this feeling and I'm not even dead I'm just sick of your sermons, they fuck with my head Well I don't care, care, well care anymore Every time I get a little bit closer I cave I don't know if it's alright with you But I will be just fine on my own Well I don't care, care, well care anymore Every time I get a little bit closer I cave I don't know if it's alright with you But I will be just fine on my own Standing shoulder to shoulder Young girls in skirts, boys in ties How am I supposed to love a thing I'm taught to despise? I stand up next to my mother She's got tears in both her eyes Well that man is not a messenger, he just talks and talks lies The first time I realised, was the last time I cared It feels like everybody's watching to see what I will do next I'm not over this feeling and I'm not even dead I'm just sick of your sermons, they fuck with my head Well I don't care, care, well care anymore Every time I get a little bit closer I cave I don't know if it's alright with you But I will be just fine on my own