I been on the road, getting paid for the packed shows Funny, couldn't see you waiting from the backrow I remember feeling down, feeling that low I won't pay your ass no mind, I got fans hoe This world will never be what I expected it to I'ma buy my mom a crib with a check or two Funny 'cause I used to wanna blow up now I got fans around the world but I'm breaking in two I don't really care about the diamond and ice I just wanna make some shit to make me feel nice Everybody got promises that they can never keep I don't know what I been doing, how I'm still alive I been on the road, getting paid for the packed shows Funny, couldn't see you waiting from the backrow I remember feeling down, feeling that low I won't pay your ass no mind, I got fans hoe This world will never be what I expected it to I'ma buy my mom a crib with a check or two Funny 'cause I used to wanna blow up now I got fans around the world but I'm breaking in two Wake up then spark the gas, I'm feeling under the weather They say that hatred is a sickness and I hope you get better I do this shit for everybody who don't feel like they matter You say you want the older me but I don't wanna go backwards Close your eyes when you kiss me and show me you're riding with me I got that feeling in my gut like it's stabbing my kidney 'Cause you're the only one I trust but you're leaving me empty, ay It's never enough, feel my heart barely beating Yeah, and I can never be what they want me to be I don't think they'll ever see the type of things that I see Never thought I'd make it here just by chasing a dream Finally becoming everything I ever wanted to be I been on the road, getting paid for the packed shows Funny, couldn't see you waiting from the backrow I remember feeling down, feeling that low I won't pay your ass no mind, I got fans hoe This world will never be what I expected it to I'ma buy my mom a crib with a check or two Funny 'cause I used to wanna blow up now I got fans around the world but I'm breaking in two, eh