I thought you were gone You still waitin when I seem to fall I wish I could get me to change You carved your initials inside of my heart But I won't forget what you gave for me And I still remember the way that the lights hit your face Thought my eyes playin tricks on me It's best I forget what you say Cuz the memory brings so much pain it gets harder to breathe I'm chasin a high It's fleeting this feeling That's deep in my mind But it keeps me alive I say I been fine But I'd rather you kill me then not by my side, girl I thought you were gone You still waitin when I seem to fall I wish I could get me to change You carved your initials inside of my heart But I won't forget what you gave for me Yeah, everybody was lying They told me I'd be fine if I let you go and moved on now I'm off that syrup I'm flying It ain't safe Loving someone more than yourself When the worst they could do is go and love somebody else Now you lookin back mirror so dirty you can't make out Who staring back Bloody Mary till the pain stop Thought I found a way to get you off my mind But your ghost inside these hallways is cryin I try to hurt myself to make it even I'm tryin I thought you were gone But I couldn't be more wrong I thought you were gone You still waitin when I seem to fall I wish I could get me to change You carved your initials inside of my heart But I won't forget what you gave for me