I wanna burn up, watch me melt my scars I wanna hurt myself so I don't hurt you no more I wanna learn but I won't ever succeed This life a war, baby think I'm on the losing team I'm dying slowly, the world so cold The cards in my pocket I better fold Got thoughts in my head I ain't never told I'm dying young so I won't ever get old Yeah, I ain't been happy in a while But I'm the one to keep my head down, hood up high They love my broken smile, but I'm a mess When all the lights go out at night Yeah designer on tags supposed to make me alright Scars on my wrist get to burning at night Tattoos that cover the ugly inside All tell a story of how I'm alive Lights in the crowd, think that I'm going blind Kills me inside and I scream at the sky Hate you, I hate them, don't know who am I I love you, I hate you, now I can't decide I hate that I need you tonight And you ain't gonna pick up the phone I hate that I need you but I Don't know how to do this alone I wanna burn up, watch me melt my scars I wanna hurt myself so I don't hurt you no more I wanna learn but I won't ever succeed This life a war baby, think I'm on the losing team I'm dying slowly, the world so cold The cards in my pocket I better fold Got thoughts in my head, I ain't never told I'm dying young so I won't ever get old