i wish you could see mistakes those i bleed true sins i've not watched for and left inside me i've buried myself and still i'm doing it hard shake in my mind as hard as my fear is change impossible? too close to disapoint floating illusions are spinning around me i trust in your sense, worth of your judgement discover myself, discover for me when my world's colapsing to the size of me i seek a scale that can take me back to life once i faded, watched my shading will once i lost myself, forgotten died for me to blind to see, to deaf to hear once i faded, watched my shading will once i lost myself, forgotten died for me once i faded, watched my shading will once i lost myself, forgotten died for me to blind to see, to deaf to hear awake me i'm the one probably lost and myself i'll never trust here i'm standing where i failed to change myself and stop afraid