I had hoped I'd feel better by now Close my eyes through the summer somehow And now that autumn's here I'm afraid my biggest fear as followed me this trip around the sun I still feel pretty awful but doesn't that sound boring This crocodile is still full of tears So I hold down with white knuckles and tell myself to buckle in Cause baby I'll feel better next year La la La la La la La la La la La la La la I had hoped I'd be cured by the fall My misery, a memory to recall With buckets full of wisdom I'd reminisce the prison that I broke free from, oh so long I'd go on to give speeches to children and their teacher About being kinder to yourself But then I'd be a lie Cause there's no one that's kinder than me to myself All year La la La la La la La la La la La la La la La la