I've never seen my dog waste a day of her life
Everyday she wakes up with just love in her eyes
Me, I can't relate cause I struggle at times
But she'll wag her tail just because I'm alive
She's like me: she loves you but never replies
She's got playful, affectionate and devilish sides
I know you can't compare all of our lives to dogs but
Ignorance is bliss to be settled with life
If you could look me dead in the eyes and I'm not dead in the eyes
I guess I'm dead in disguise
Freeman passed away now he's dead in the skies
If I've had a lot to drink I crave bellin' him twice
Disaronno in my cup, I add a lemon and ice
End it on a double like I'm Gerwyn Price
Every time I feel normal I just get a surprise
Because the truth is the truth, will get buried in lies
When I was little, every car journey, stuck in the middle
But these days I've never needed car journeys for that
Everybody's heard a story, they ain't heard of the facts
Got my back to the world, I got the world on my back
It's like I tell myself that I'm stuck and in trouble
Every time it's straight back to "Fuck it, get double"
I know it sounds mad but I just hope it seems subtle
To sugarcoat my peace of mind, you're left with sweet fuck all
I fear a lot of things but not karma
Live in blue shadows, Cole Palmer
Intentions are pure, I just wish it would work harder
Fuck Boris Johnson, I struggle with Kier Starmer
Like tryna choose with vomit or warm lager
I work my way, I don't know if I work smarter
Honest in the booth then joke to the world after
Feels like drugs when causing a girl's laughter
Mandy in my rizzla, I bomb it like Pearl Harbour
Labels on my neck like new hoodies
He don't know my mind but why would he?
Tryna stitch me up like, how could he?
I just wanna live my life and never do a 9-5
If he can give his privacy away then why should he?
That's where I'm at bro, never change a fact bro
Think I'm losing contact with my backbone
I'm comfy when I'm at home, I'm tryna buy a gaff though
Money rules the world but your heart is where it's at though
A future that we build for, hidden to see
Tryna tell me I'ma live with no fish in the sea
Tryna tell me that integrity's a thing of the past
What if I don't wanna work? What if I just wanna dance?
My friends are more important than any deal will ever be
Half can't cook, whip a disaster, they a recipe
I love it, never rise above it
These days my therapy is be kind, smile and say fuck it
Cause I've never seen my dog waste a day of her life
Everyday she wakes up with just love in her eyes
And me, I can't relate because I struggle at times
But she'll wag her tail just because I'm alive
She's like me: she loves you but never replies
She's got playful, affectionate and devilish sides
I know we can't compare all of our lives to dogs but
Ignorance is bliss to be settled with life
Here we are
This is James and this is day-
This is day 4 of the Songer family holiday in America
