I crave the point, can change the weather when I'm bored And buy some sunnies or a jacket when I board, today's tropical Grey skies can change lives, it ain't logical When clouds became optional, I rarely miss a day to chase the sun Going out for celebration dinners is a mission Forty songs on a mill, at least they're paying the bill Some are taking a pill to feel how some of them feel Some are pestered by some A&R to sign 'em a deal They say never meet your heroes but she raised me Your mother is your soul, I say it daily Obsession with the game to make your name will turn you crazy Happens to have saved me, sometimes it's tryna break me Easily distracted, it's a blessing But I couldn't pay attention if you paid me Nightmares avoided by a daydream Barely legal, I've been fucked since I was eighteen Imagine if I stopped because a comment didn't rate me A sports company just sent me money for a party I should ask for football boots from Henny or Bacardi 'Toxic' was a hit, it's like I'm twinning with Kehlani All your green spice ain't Cali, that's wasabi The first three albums that I made Swear I never spent a penny on promotion Gave it to a busker and banked in my karma Songs for the lash and I've got songs to smudge mascara Big bank Sinatra Waking up at twelve and all my people take the piss Like I wasn't up at six Sat up, tryna slow my breath down Weed supplements I take to try and slow my head down Make my bed again to trick my brain, it's time for bed now All I ever think is when I'm running at the target The thing I fear the most, I'm busy chasing it with speed Every second, every minute, swear there's lyrics when I bleed People showing me a number like that means that I succeed I don't understand how these man don't understand it By the time the year's up, I woulda toured half the planet I could never sleep on me, give me four bars of Xanax And I'll still be wide awake if you ask me what the plan is I don't seek an alligator's validation, me forever I got a voice on either shoulder, probably sleep together They give me grey skies, clouding up my dreams whenever So I ain't tryna beat the rest, I'm tryna beat the weather My surname is tatted on like eighty five supporters Don't tell me bout pressure, I must be perfect forever It's weird they're chasing money, it's a lonely endeavour These days I only save money for changing the weather These days I only save money for changing my mood Now I've seen inside the scene, I really savour the truth If you've ever seen our tour, you know we're raising the roof My girl's trouble, spit on 'Toxic' when I'm home from the booth My mother's on the side of the stage Could you imagine if I lied about my childhood in lyrics? Man deep it, I ain't here for gimmicks man, keep it I just want a legacy that feels like euphoria to leave it I told you I ain't dying for free Cause I just got a text, said he's alive cause of me A photo shoot will have you stood there smiling for P I guess the real flex is fucking smiling for free