It's one of those nights that my head just can't stop praising I start to question if I'm truly doing good 'Cause I, I wanna make a difference But sometimes I'm so unsure If I'll make and you are proud of me 'Cause I won't let me know It's been a dark and rainy cold November And my mind is overfilled with blue In the end, I hope that you remember That I tried to be the best for you (Be the best for you) I'm overthinking lying sleepless and obsessed Is there something I missed? Something I can do? 'Cause I, I, I wanna make you feel it But I don't know where to go The only thing I truly truly know It's been a dark and rainy cold November And my mind is overfilled with blue In the end, I hope that you remember That I tried to be the best for you (Be the best for you) Thinking to myself, will they remember When all is said and nothing's left to prove? I don't know when my story will be ending But everything I did Everything I did was all for you But it's been a dark and rainy cold November And my mind is overfilled with blue In the end, I hope that you remember That I tried to be the best for you Be the best for you Be the best for you Be the best for you