I can turn a wind into a hurricane
I can make a drop into the biggest wave
I keep pushin' in, don't care what's in my way
Lettin' myself down
I can make the sun shine on your darkest day
I can be the one you call your worst mistake
Don't know why I do it, there's no thought to it
Lettin' myself down
So lately I wanna die
Not actually, but
I'm in self-destruct mode
Gettin' out of control
Well aware it's no joke
I hear "yes" to all "no"s
Putting the blame on everybody else and I hate it
Underthinkin', overdrinkin', underestimate your feelings
I'm in self-destruct mode
And it's all my fault
I can be the villain even on my own
I can light a fire out of stone
But every time I do, it turns into a ruin
Lettin' myself down
Someone help me to get out
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, so sorry, I'm sorry, so sorry
Lately I wanna die
Not actually, but
I'm in self-destruct mode
Gettin' out of control
Well aware it's no joke
I hear "yes" to all "no"s
Putting the blame on everybody else and I hate it
Underthinkin', overdrinkin', underestimate your feelings
I'm in self-destruct mode
And it's all my fault
Yeah, it's all my fault
Yeah, it's all my fault
This is all my fault now
Yeah, it's all my fault
Holding up my hands now
Yeah, it's all my fault
This is all my fault now
Yeah, it's all my fault
Holding up my hands now
I'm in self-destruct mode
And it's all my fault
