I sleep because I'm bored Being awake is such a chore I sleep to get away from all the things I can't ignore Cause when I'm awake all I hear is the whisper in my ear What's she been up to, you need to listen, what will you do or say And honestly I don't want to talk about it It's been 3 months, I don't want to hear about it She found a new man, she's excited about it But go fuck yourself for telling me about it out of spite I have this feeling deep down inside of me She wanted that love so unconditionally But that need for love is probably What makes her move on so hastily But anyway, thanks for asking if I'm okay I'll tell you I'm fine but what does that really say? There are more important things in life coming my way But for now I'm going to sleep and there I'll stay Cause in my dreams nothing ever seems to fray If I kill myself nothing happens, there I lay And when I wake I'm feeling better than yesterday But I'll never forget when I made you walk away When I stood atop that staircase I knew it's the last time I'd see your face You turned and gave me a hug goodbye It hadn't clicked, I saw it in your eyes That I'm the man you loved but also despise And it makes me sad to hear your name But I hope that you're happier now And maybe one day, you'll forgive me somehow