I can write a hook that's ok I lost all my friends I'll just buy some new ones Yeah I need help But not the kind of help that comes from a doctor Or a misguided youth saying they love me But the kind of help that gives me hope for the future Hope to put a smile on when I truly want to die And this isn't a pity case where I blame the world for all my problems I blame myself I blame my actions I blame my resistance to improve But how can I move forward if I can't take myself seriously? Yeah the views have gone down and the easy way out would be to point at my wrong doings and public perception But the reality is that I'm uninspired I don't give a shit about what I'm doing anymore and suddenly a desk job seems so appealing because Maybe I wouldn't want to fucking die all the time A little stability goes a long you know? But that's just my brand, right? Selling you my depression "Why don't you just fucking do it already you, pussy" Well buy another t-shirt it might be worth more when I'm gone And the scrutiny doesn't ever really get to me But sometimes I forget that others aren't built like me That they get agitated so easily I'm just trying to speak freely and honestly And they say I'm irrelevant But if I'm a nobody and my opinions don't matter then why make a reaction video when I get under your skin? is it really that thin? Its coming up on a year and yeah you got your revenge but to assume everything leads back to you I'm sorry... It just doesn't It's not that deep I can write a hook that's ok I lost all my friends I'll just buy some new ones And to say I'm just mad that all my friends Left me, well yeah... that hurt But it's not the fact that they left more that they were never really there there to start Just a bunch of hollow husks that are only there for the numbers And they can keep telling themselves I'm a shitty person but real friends don't give up that easily Always using the path of least resistance always Bending whichever way the wind blows I didn't know clout had so much value but lesson learned And now I'm here alone But how can I rebuild an empire If I can't even rebuild myself And before I forget here's a couple bars for Jessie You're 19, toughen up This is all a game I hate that I made you cry But what's the price of fame You might think I took aim at your Name for my ex's pain But the truth is I just thought your videos were fucking lame Cause everyone's a brand Everyone's a message Can't we just be human Unafraid of emotion? Antithesis I can write a hook that's ok I lost all my friends I'll just buy some new ones I can write a hook that's ok I lost all my friends I'll just buy some new ones