I put a smile on my face No matter how I feel Even if I'm sinking Can't be dropping tears Ain't a boy I'm a man now Soon to be a star In due time, in due time What was the purpose of Doing all the things that I did Tryna grow for what reason I wish, I wish I knew I'm used to tightening my neck So I won't stand out But now I've come too far I wish I wish I could convey how I feel Distort it and confuse how I feel What it feels to be in love How I feel, how I feel What does it take to be right How bad it hurts to be wrong I've had a mask for so long I lost the touch to be real What does it take to be right How bad it hurts to be wrong I've had a mask for so long I lost the touch to be real Is there someone who I can Trust enough to say who I am I know that I'm weird sometimes But I wish somebody knew this side of me Knew this side of me Knew this side of me Knew this side of me Of me, of me There are a couple moments Where I wanna look back And I'm just thinking "If I made the right choices Would it be right, would it be right" I wish, I could, I would I wish I could convey how I feel Distort it and confuse how I feel What it feels to be in love How I feel, how I feel What does it take to be right How bad it hurts to be wrong I've had a mask for so long I lost the touch to be real What does it take to be right How bad it hurts to be wrong I've had a mask for so long I lost the touch to be real Is there someone who I can Trust enough to say who I am I know that I'm weird sometimes But I wish somebody knew this side of me Knew this side of me Knew this side of me Knew this side of me Of me, of me