I don't have the drive To lie to myself when I cry Babe, will you be in my mind? If I go blind, will you be my eyes? Would they be alive? It's body and mind Take with you, oh This love that we tried Fail and deny I'm sick of being in this place Misunderstood, my face It rains all the time Back where we lived Wasting my years Trying to save what we had It's all in my head Washing away Let me shower in shade I'm a flower at heart Grit in the soil that I can't take apart Making a mess of the person at large There's a hole in my heart that you can't fill at all I can't feel my hands Way too numb I don't know if I say it loud Will it help with all this Rush in my head That'll crack me open I'm tired of hoping No more coping Caffeine, dope, and A lot of what-ifs and maybes, forcing A lot of issues that'll cut me open It rains all the time Back where we lived Wasting my years Trying to save what we had It's all in my head Washing away Let me shower in shade It rains all the time Back where we lived Wasting my years Trying to save what we had It's all in my head Washing away Let me shower in shade Bury me on a Sunday Too numb Too numb to stay On a lie, alone when All things but done All things but done