I told myself not to call you Evidently I fucked up But all of my memories of you Seem to be in this solo cup And I know I told myself I'd never fucking fall for you again But I said that shit before Now here I am on the floor I'm just a masochist, I guess I'd must get off on all the pain 'cause I'm Hard on myself for my mistakes, and I Tell you I'm leaving but I stay And I begin to clean the mess you made Blame it on my masochism, babe I'd must get off on all the pain 'cause I'm Hard on myself for my mistakes, and I Tell you I'm leaving but I stay And I believe everything that you say Blame it on my masochism, babe I told myself not to worry Everything works out in the end This is what's best now for me Being with someone that's a friend But I should have told myself If it happened once it's gonna happen again But I said that shit before Now here I am on the floor I'm just a masochist, I guess I'd must get off on all the pain 'cause I'm Hard on myself for my mistakes, and I Tell you I'm leaving but I stay And I begin to clean the mess you made Blame it on my masochism, babe I'd must get off on all the pain 'cause I'm Hard on myself for my mistakes, and I Tell you I'm leaving but I stay And I believe everything that you say Blame it on my masochism, babe You don't fucking deserve me I do everything for you and it's never good enough I'm so tired of loving you so much that it makes me sick If you really love me like you said you did, you would show it But you don't So I'm done I'd must get off on all the pain 'cause I'm Hard on myself for my mistakes, and I Tell you I'm leaving but I stay And I begin to clean the mess you made Blame it on my masochism, babe I'd must get off on all the pain 'cause I'm Hard on myself for my mistakes, and I Tell you I'm leaving but I stay And I believe everything that you say Blame it on my masochism, babe