I used to never think that I would do what I do now
I reminisce on all the shit I can't do nothin' 'bout
I used to feel so lost and sick, just lookin' for a cure
I used to wonder what the fuck I'm even living for
I have come to find, this will be a lonely fight
They hate what's inside our minds
They're afraid of what they'll find
If we're lost in all this hell
And we're offering all this help
How do we save ourselves from becoming someone else?
Tell me what you see when you look in my face
Can you tell all my life I felt like a mistake?
Every time that I spoke, it just felt like a waste?
No one could hear me and I never felt safe?
I'm insomniatic, your responsible wreck
But it'll pay off when I'm cashing my checks
Ain't done with you yet, gotta keep you on deck
Gotta have a big dick in a world with my sex
I used to never think that I would do what I do now
I reminisced on all the shit I can't do nothin' 'bout
I used to feel so lost and sick, just lookin' for a cure
I used to wonder what the fuck I'm even living for
And I have come to find, this will be a lonely fight
They hate what's inside our minds
They're afraid of what they'll find
They find it repulsive how you live your life
How you decide to screw with me while beating your wife
How decades of abuse can be cured by one man who think
"I've never been through it though, I don't understand"
Yes, we're aware, that's the situation
Hope you take what I say, here's some clarification
You are not owed a woman just 'cause you have a dick
You cannot own someone, that logic is sick
The only thing you should live by is fucking respect
So if you don't get it by now, I should break your neck
My lecturing sells sure a lot more than murder
I learned that the hard way so I had to get smarter
So I'll keep on spitting 'til you care what I think
Just 'cause you see a woman doesn't mean I'm not king
Recognize when you're wrong, the system's corrupt
Unless you're a dude, you're literally fucked
I was gonna go easy, but y'all ain't easy on us
I'm a bad bitch in the rap game so I'm labelled a slut
I got where I am 'cause of looks and good luck
And I ain't good for nothing still busting a nut
Fuck you, I'll show you what's up
Show you that this wasn't luck
Somewhere, my mama is hella choked up
Realizing her kid is fucked
"Twerk for me baby, show me what you got
You don't got what it takes if you don't take no cock
That's just how it is and it's not gonna stop"
'Cause if you don't come from shit, they don't give you a shot
Lots of you try but not many succeed
"I'll cosign you right now if you get on your knees
Make you feel like a god 'cause I got what you need"
If that's the case, bitch, you get under me
I used to never think that I would do what I do now
I reminisce on all the shit I can't do nothin' 'bout
I used to feel so lost and sick, just lookin' for a cure
I used to wonder what the fuck I'm even living for
I have come to find, this will be a lonely fight
They hate what's inside our minds
They're afraid of what they'll find
As they should be
