Like I was saying, I was just riding the wave for so long, you know? I was so detached from reality, um I was just like a fucking ghost, bro And like the living in the moment shit, which like, is cool to an extent, but like When you're living in the moment too much, and you just have no Like, I didn't think I was, I thought I was invincible, bro Some people are like depressed and shit, I was like, alive I thought I was alive but I was dying And I was like, you couldn't tell me anything