Casamigos Blanco
In my heart
I'm always spilling
I feel like Lonzo Ball
The way my injuries
Ain't healing
Been scarred for half my life
But I turned my scars into millions
Please don't trust me
When I'm sober
When I'm drunk
I be the realest
It's real now
Couple prescriptions
I take consistent
I can deal now
Feel how long I've been alive
I'm really here wow
Never been a pussy
But I feel like I got nine lives
Nine tries to get my shit better
But I've failed nine times
Repeating the cycle
I've been meeting my idols
But I have yet to meet the better me
This damage recycles
I spiral over and again
No moderation I just binge
I tolerate the disrespect
From piece of shits
I'm calling friends
But right now
I can't feel shit
I got trust issues
That's just something
You gotta to deal with
Looking for a friend
Not someone to pop a pill with
This life is dangerous
I'm surrounded by my demons
Sorry you can't hang with us
Evil
It fills my empty body
But it's what
Keeps me alive
Lose my inhibitions
And it kills my innocence
Baby I just gotta run far
Gotta run far
Far from you
While I spiral out alone
Alarm ringing
I ain't tryna get up
Matter of fact it's for no reason
I ain't got me a job
I'm hungover
It's only Tuesday
Yeah I live like a slob
Been unhappy for half my life
My momma say I need God
But right now I need me the bottle
My anxiety creepin
I grab a drink for no damn reason
Spend a half a day sleepin
It's eighty five degrees
Without a drink
I feel like I'm freezing
Wake up repeating
But each day
I feel a little more beaten
I swear
Sleeping all day
Jonesin all summer
Today was hella trash
I bet tomorrow is a bummer
See I'm tired
But I'm scared
To be alone in my thoughts
My demons torture me with games
That's why I play in the dark
Evil
It fills my empty body
But it's what
Keeps me alive
Lose my inhibitions
And it kills my innocence
Baby I just gotta run far
Gotta run far
Far from you
While I spiral out alone
