People change People wander People run from the ones They used to call lover People stray away From their mothers But I can't stay When no one wants me around I walk on the curb Down Lonely Avenue I burned every bridge From everyone I knew I don't wanna live But God still wants me to Buy how am I supposed to view A life without color Damn I lay in bed I hate my meds Thoughts racing in my head I roll over Then I notice I ain't sober The pain is my friend Because happy's never over A loaner With a motor that stays on E Never thought I'd be like this Poor me Can't you see that I need a friend I'm only twenty eight But I feel I've reached the end Damn Do You ever feel like pain is endless Like it never gets better It just stays relentless Forensics couldn't solve this brain of mine I lost my mind So it's hard to find Some time To reflect But instead I sweat Regret Retread All I do's neglect My sanity No vanity See people stare But no one cares I was a mess Where I used to be living I thought that I could rid my depression But my thoughts never ease up The seasons they freeze up I'm screaming for reasons But I don't recognize myself in the mirror I swear this reflection I see ain't me This medication I'm on Don't make it no clearer My therapist keeps telling me To keep holding on But what's a life without color People change People wander People run from the ones They used to call lover People stray away From their mothers But I can't stay When no one wants me around I walk on the curb Down Lonely Avenue I burned every bridge From everyone I knew I don't wanna live But God still wants me to Buy how am I supposed to view A life without color Foods even tasting bland Been drunk all week Sobers tasting bad Still parked in the rain While I wait for gas But this weeks been trash It can't wait to pass I'm over Loaner down lonely roads By mood plays games Like it's different modes Different strokes Made for some different folks People say I'm living different Am I living No I wanna thank my stress I wanna thank my meds One more therapy sesh Maybe that'll fix my mess That I call my head With a brain depressed I need to take some time Till they ask me why Then I lie And I say I'm fine Just hold the line There's some color in life But jokes on me Cuz I'm color blind I was a mess Where I used to be living I thought that I could rid my depression But my thoughts never ease up The seasons they freeze up I'm screaming for reasons But I don't recognize myself in the mirror I swear this reflection I see ain't me This medication I'm on Don't make it no clearer My therapist keeps telling me To keep holding on But what's a life without color Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh How am I supposed to view A life without color