Suffering in silence - Alone again On an island called my bed Just another endless sleepless night With this bandage around my head The nurse is coming in with a lovely smile She feels the fast beat of my tired heart My body temperature is rising every day I am helpless like a little child I leave my body I leave this angry pain There's a light brighter than a thousand suns Should I walk into this light Or should I return into this broken body It's alright ma - I'm only bleeding I've never been afraid to die I don't believe in Jesus Christ I don't believe in paradise The man on the wooden cross Is he watching me or did he fall asleep? The man on the wooden cross Does he care for me or did he fall asleep?