Yeah King of the North Saddest nightclub Thank you For everything, for listening Yeah, yeah Sold and took drugs in front of my momma' face I'm paying the rent so ain't shit what she gonna say My lil' brother in the summer biggest bro turns in his grave Another lil' bro suicided himself, he couldn't take the pain My family in shambles, speakers playing "Ghetto Gospel" Right that shit don't hold my tears hoping they do so when I drop shit I am authentic as it gets my story certified, no cap I can turn you to a headline with two fingers when I snap Tryin to scrap 10k together need that walka feature My momma raised her 7 kids, father [?] Justin Bieber I am trying to make like 20 mil before I see the reaper Shit was deep, but it gets even deeper I ain't trying to reach the people People try to reach me Puttin my songs on repeat This cause they know I tell the truth They know my name on these streets My cousin smells like heroine Chain harder than bedrock It cost more than a crackrock It took a life like fentanyl My momma's son took his life Yo what you know about it? Don't matter how you wash the mud about it The silly stains, does that shit come with the game? I still leave flowers on his grave but I can't wait to lay there with him I'm on a different rhythm, this the only way out I rap my ass off in the studio, I ain't sit on the couch People try to party with me but I ain't coming out I got to work, I got to make it happen I can not go backwards I live through so much shit that I can't say in a song I just hope you feel my pain try to find words for this dawg Too many times I thought it can't get any worse than this dawg And then I cried in my sleep No money, gas got on E Tires flat as a screen Had that shit on my socks Had a knife in my jeans I got life in my jeans The confidence I have wasn't giving I buried two of my siblings I had to stop my mom from crying in the kitchen The lights went off a dozen times, it was just me and my vision The heater wasn't working too My story gives me the shivers And I could cry for a thousand nights Wanted to burn the world down I almost burnt down They wanna see me dead I can't wait to see how that turns out Death threats are not a thing that I worry about You giving your all for me is a quick workout Yeah Pray to the Bible hoping it work out Yeah