Yeah, yeah Throwin' money showers, wash them sins away Things ain't been the same Since I saw my big bro in the grave Since my buddies turned faker I felt that way, I cannot lie, it hurts so deeply, I suppress it everyday Did a lot of wrongs just to get here But one thing I never did was lying to my own people for them big wheels They cannot come around here no more, man, this shit real They say time heals but I never did heal Yeah, I still pretend it ain't a big deal Put a hundred grand to my mama while she's still here I push a Benz around the block where people gettin' killed Where I saw my first junkie when I was like six years Yeah, where everybody know Meek Mill but nobody knows Adele My father lived like over there, always had something to sell Nobody lend us a hand, people they just stopped and stared Yeah, we was kids just aspiring to be millionaires I cannot lie, shit was rough, servin' junkies of the block They say Jesus was our saviour, but he never showed up There was just blue lights and cops when somebody got dropped So don't pretend you are my saviour when I'm damn sure you're not Yeah, I was down so long it was my second home Now look at us, the oppositions down like ten and o Right now I don't even know how many racks is on me My mama bought my bro a mac so he can make some money Yeah my bitches straight ten, perfect body and sprayed tan I can see the hate that's why I'm gettin' Ray bans All my exes want us to stay friends 'Cause we are about to rule the world like take that Yeah, like -like take that I can never claim that pussy that's a straight cat Sayin' we don't run the city, man that's straight cap Especially when they want to say that we are the waste man I don't do nothing to [?] you can see it up face tatts Drama from my past I can't erase that I was in my feelings but still I never complain fam I rather run my money up just in case fam 'Cause this shit is deep like [?] I cannot lie, shit was rough, servin' junkies of the block (yeah, that shit hard) They say Jesus was our saviour, but he never showed up (nah) There was just blue lights and cops when somebody got dropped (when somebody got dropped) So don't pretend you are my saviour when I'm damn sure you're not Yeah