All you talk about is how you get to fame Always looking down when they scream my name Don't be mad I know exactly who you are You're the kind of guy who's too afraid Of other people not liking what you say And now you're blaming it on everybody else I don't want that I don't need that shit no I, I feel bad for you So I learned to live with my own failures Pulling myself up Pulling myself out (from spiraling) See the colors turn into a grey If I don't wake up If I don't break out of counting my mistakes All you think about is how to pass the blame Always claiming that I wanna play some game Don't be mad I know exactly who I'm not Wanna know why I'm so afraid? Friends are telling me that I've gone and changed So if being with you means I need to be somebody else Then I don't want that I don't need that shit, no I, I feel bad for you So I learned to live with my own failures Pulling myself up Pulling myself out (from spiraling) See the colors turn into a grey If I don't wake up If I don't break out of counting my mistakes It makes me sad to watch you pull out your defenses Not even trying to make it better, you're so restless I wrote this song as a reminder of how you lost Lost your senses So I learned to live with my own failures Pulling myself up Pulling myself out (from spiraling) See the colors turn into a grey If I don't wake up If I don't break out of counting my mistakes Counting my mistakes Counting my mistakes And this song is a reminder of You lost your senses