I know the way inside my heart 
but nothing seems to get that far 
I've spent my life down on my back 
It falls asleep, it pops and cracks 
And when the sun comes up again 
My body dries and shrivels 
Then some nice man is over me 
So I throw up and giggle 

there was a time when i was blank and see-through 
but never white as snow 
just made of rippled glass 
i thought that it was sealed, but now i know 
in goes a tiny seed that splits open with rotten spice and sage 
and then the numbness is consuming me 
just like a sweeping plague 

my soul is cheap, lay on top of me 

I peel myself up off the floor 
Say "I can't do this anymore" 
But then my soul has run away 
So I lay down another day