And I still get the sinking feeling Never thought that I'd be kneeling you A proof if it's needed that I'm blue And I could never be watching [?] to really be What you get is what you get [?] of mines And I was the only one of fingers and thumbs who clearly [?] And I still get this lingering hope That I will climb the slippery slope to you The truth if it's needed and it's needed And you could never do what we wanted you to really do My demises something else Don't flatter yourself there's more to this than grief in my eyes And I was the only one of fingers and thumbs who quietly [?] And I was the one [?] and you just threw me right into the wind To the wind Right into the wind There's more to this than grief in my eyes And I was the only one of fingers and thumbs who quietly [?] And I was the one [?] and you just threw me right into the wind