On this long road to the west On the highway to demise I could not judge if time stopped or it still flies It was two minutes to midnight the weather was cold and the moon shone bright I couldn't sleep to the sinister sound of [death?] Even though I tried Only when you fall a thousand metres You'll understand the way I felt And after that you left me in my own fucking hell Followed by the loneliest Christmas That I spent walking around the woods Till night fell I found a pinetree on the top Someone decorated it As if it was for the last and loneliest souls