Don't breathe a word of this now 
Save it for another time 
When it won't matter 

Dark night and 
Heavy rain 
I am doing it again 
Cut the fence 
And take a boat 
Good overlord 

Searing pain 
And despair 
Frantic grasps 
For air 
I am thinking of you 
Burning smoking holes 
Into my solitude 

Don't breathe a word of this now 
Save it for another time 
When it won't matter 
Like years from now 

You made a choice and a vow 
Nothing ever will be found 
And it won't matter 
Some years from now 

Describe yourself 

Ecstatic 
Orgiastic 
Frenzied 
Undisciplined 

Instinctual 
Irrational 
Intuitive and 
Wild 

Like a child