I wonder why I thought this would've worked out anyway He won't stop showing up on Insta or my Facebook page I wonder why I thought you even liked me anyway It's not your circumstance that makes you treat people that way When I smoke by myself It's no good for my health I'm sick of these delusions Done with fate and the fairytales When I smoke by myself It's no good for my health I'm sick of these delusions Done with fate and the fairytales Now I know your girls a liar It's written on her face He's just a bitch boy I wonder who raised him that way How all of this transpired was a big fucking mistake But I'm a big boy I'll get over this shit one day Spark this roach I wanna cloud my brain (cloud my brain) You don't like me, yeah, I feel the same (feel the same) It makes me laugh I wasted all that time, I'm so lame Spark this roach I wanna cloud my brain (cloud my brain) I wonder why I thought this would've worked out anyway He won't stop showing up on Insta or my Facebook page I wonder why I even thought you liked me anyway It's not your circumstance that makes you treat people that way When I smoke by myself It's no good for my health I'm sick of these delusions Done with fate and the fairytales When I smoke by myself It's no good for my health I'm sick of these delusions Done with fate and the fairytales Shit Now I'm laying on the bathroom floor Thinking about the way You fucked me over Remember standing in the rain You pushed me out the door Nose bleeding on the pavement I can't take this anymore Thought I knew you but I guess I never did I gave you everything Now you're being a bitch I know you've got another one And maybe he commits But he ain't ever gonna do The emo thing like this New boy, new boy Does he make you fucking happy Like a puppy with a new toy Tattoos, blue eyes With the clean wrists Never tell him when You fuck to my new shit When I smoke by myself It's no good for my health I'm sick of these delusions Done with fate and the fairytales When I smoke by myself It's no good for my health I'm sick of these delusions Done with fate and the fairytales