You're trembling, dear, let me warm your hands My touch might burn, but don't you miss feeling it? Your oxygen is ruining all my plans Let's try again, it's not the end Do you remember back at eighteen When our hearts were full of love? You were always there to catch me Even when the days were rough In your backyard's where you told me You would never leave my life God, it was hard to say goodbye In your backyard It's not the end (goodbye) It's not, oh-oh When the sun goes down, I still look around 'Cause I'm haunted Here by the ghost of your heart, your beautiful scars Look the same way they did (goodbye) Are you sleeping? Are you sleeping? Or are you just pretending? Let's go back to then Do you remember back at eighteen When our hearts were full of love? You were always there to catch me Even when the days were rough In your backyard's where you told me You would never leave my life God, it was hard to say goodbye In your backyard You're trembling dear (Don't let me go) Let me warm your hands (Don't let me go) My touch might burn But don't you miss feeling it? (Goodbye) Now my hands are freezing And I can't stop them from bleeding I've been scratching at my walls Tryna find your skull And now the water is surrounding me The rope you tied is drowning me And I can't breathe But I've seen the way you looked at him I'm wondering, did you ever wish That I was fucking gone So you could move along? I'll take the knife you used to cut my throat And end my suffering on my own It won't be long In your backyard's where you told me You would love me all your life It was hard to say goodbye