When I see you I reach to hold you My body shivers My heart beats faster You brush past me It's muscle memory Now I'm doing before I'm thinking but they feel the same Can you blame me For wanting to feel something When everything is falling apart You're the only thing that stays the same I don't love you But I don't have to I can close my eyes And remember a time When you chose me And I needed you Now I'm doing before I'm thinking swimming out through a dream Can you blame me For wanting to feel something When everything is falling apart You're the only thing that stays the same Can you blame me For not saying I'm sorry I don't regret a second of it but I'm hoping you don't stay I only needed a moment To float away Float away (I thought it was over) (I thought it was over you said it) Float away (I thought it was over) (How do we get over it now) And I know it's gonna hurt When I come back down But nothing could be as bad as how it is right now I know it's gonna hurt When I come back down