I thought this was dead And acted like I was so far from it Yet I'm farther than I've ever been Old ghost in my head Please don't take what I have left Even though it's something that I might regret It's like a burning heat when you see me But we both know that it won't go that far Oh it won't go that far You said you never felt safe with someone new But here tonight you don't know who you are Who you are But what a waste If this weight is something that I can't escape That I can't escape 'Cause I would wait My whole life to see you just before you wake Still stuck wondering And caught between if I should say something But if I say something will it be the end And old ghost will this spread And eat the the lungs that I had left Oh dear, am I weak or just a kid? It's like a burning heat when you see me But we both know that it won't go that far It won't go that far You said you never felt safe with someone new But here tonight you don't know who you are Who you are But what a waste If this weight is something that I can't escape That I can't escape 'Cause I would wait My whole life to see you just before you wake And old ghost this has spread And ate the lungs that I had left Found out I'm weak, no longer just a kid