Intoxication, in need of some observation, lost all of my motivation, lately My body's frozen, you dried up my oxytocin, been sinking into the ocean, save me Cause I've been enabled and I've been unstable Guess I should be able to be over it out on my own Replaying the timeline and I know you're not mine, but once in a lifetime You go crazy when you know you know and I know if I... I hold my breath And play our movie in my head It's almost like you never left And you're still laying in my bed But when the phone lights up, when the doorbell rings When the whiskey hits I replay what you said: It's us or death Swearing you'll come back but I won't hold my breath I won't hold my breath I won't hold my... Sense of security, my true lack of maturity, all my impurities against you Anticipating the days of sitting and waiting My eyes are completely vacant meant to... See a new future, and rip out the sutures The places that you were in my body in my heart and soul I retell the story, every time it bores me, in pieces you tore me But I go back to you every night I lay down and I... I hold my breath And play our movie in my head It's almost like you never left And you're still laying in my bed But when the phone lights up, when the doorbell rings When the whiskey hits I replay what you said: It's us or death Swearing you'll come back but I won't hold my breath I won't hold my breath I won't hold my... Intoxication, in need of some observation, lost all of my motivation, lately