When I feel like I want to cry, I’m softly filled with warmth When I feel like I want to laugh, I’m softly filled with sadness I am afraid of what I can’t see, and even though I hate people I just can’t move, that is my weakness The goodbye of my lover who refuses my betrayal, my sadness and my unstableness make my tears come up I am afraid of loneliness, so I chose to gather I want liberty, so I chose loneliness When I feel like I want to cry, I’m softly filled with warmth When I feel like I want to laugh, I’m softly filled with sadness Adults worship the north wind or the sun with pride, they employ fraud as a boundary for superiority and inferiority If I am desperate by questions that have no answer, I should spit them like candies tied by a whip I am afraid of loneliness, so I chose to gather I want liberty, so I chose loneliness When I feel like I want to cry, I’m softly filled with warmth When I feel like I want to laugh, I’m softly filled with sadness When I ask myself “who can I show my tears to?” The answer to it is for sure : in front of you As you are by my side, as I want to cherish you, I make you hear my voice and we won’t break apart As the thoughts I can’t really express with words are accumulating, I want to try to tell you them softly with this letter of this night Whispering, I put together my hands numbed with cold and think “Take care. Thank you.” The powdered snow is accumulating If you can’t walk, raise your right hand If you want to stop, you should close your right hand Here is kindness, because you offer me a future Here is sadness, because you take away my past from me Don’t forget, because if you give me half of your crimes and sadness Those smart words don’t suit you but if you’re yourself that’s just fine My dear, now I hate you but the thoughts I wrote down are made of lovely and ironic words My voice rots away, and even if I become alone I’ll remember this present