When I feel like I want to cry, I’m softly filled with 
warmth
When I feel like I want to laugh, I’m softly filled 
with sadness

I am afraid of what I can’t see, and even though I hate 
people I just can’t move, that is my weakness
The goodbye of my lover who refuses my betrayal, my 
sadness and my unstableness make my tears come up

I am afraid of loneliness, so I chose to gather
I want liberty, so I chose loneliness

When I feel like I want to cry, I’m softly filled with 
warmth
When I feel like I want to laugh, I’m softly filled 
with sadness

Adults worship the north wind or the sun with pride, 
they employ fraud as a boundary for superiority and 
inferiority
If I am desperate by questions that have no answer, I 
should spit them like candies tied by a whip

I am afraid of loneliness, so I chose to gather
I want liberty, so I chose loneliness

When I feel like I want to cry, I’m softly filled with 
warmth
When I feel like I want to laugh, I’m softly filled 
with sadness

When I ask myself “who can I show my tears to?” The 
answer to it is for sure : in front of you
As you are by my side, as I want to cherish you, I make 
you hear my voice and we won’t break apart

As the thoughts I can’t really express with words are 
accumulating, I want to try to tell you them softly 
with this letter of this night
Whispering, I put together my hands numbed with cold 
and think “Take care. Thank you.” The powdered snow is 
accumulating

If you can’t walk, raise your right hand
If you want to stop, you should close your right hand

Here is kindness, because you offer me a future
Here is sadness, because you take away my past from me

Don’t forget, because if you give me half of your 
crimes and sadness
Those smart words don’t suit you but if you’re yourself 
that’s just fine

My dear, now I hate you but the thoughts I wrote down 
are made of lovely and ironic words
My voice rots away, and even if I become alone I’ll 
remember this present