A lay awake at night afraid to fall asleep There`s something in my mind that comes back to haunt me Tearstains on my face I`ve cried for you, my tension slowly building There`s nothing to say, I know I cannot change what I`ve done There`s no happy endings in this life of madness There`s got to be something better for me Tormented by my action, you walked out on me Grabbed the kids, headed toward the door and said You wouldn`t take anymore of my abuse ... say I`m going insane One more time I`m to blame There`s nothing to say, I know I cannot change what I`ve done There`s no happy endings in this life of madness There`s got to be something better for me There`s no use pretending, this life`s tearing me apart I`ve lost everything I had with you There`s nothing to say, I know I cannot change what I`ve done There`s no happy endings in this life of madness There`s got to be something better for me Statistics, numbers, numbers, can`t take anymore Someone tell me what`s it gonna take for her to reopen that door Tearstains on my face, I`ve cried for you My tension building slowly There`s nothing to say, I know I cannot change what I`ve done There`s no happy endings in this life of madness There`s got to be something better for me There`s no use pretending, this life`s tearing me apart I`ve lost everything I had with you