Every night you're out drinking A fight every weekend A pill makes you hard to recognize And everyone has their reasons I wonder what's your reason Because when you said you're leaving I didn't cry Because I don't know if I believed you But I just hope you get exactly what you need Because I've been holding on forever Praying you'll get better But that just makes it worse Because you don't think that its a problem Until it has to be one You fuck up everyone And I don't know what happened But I lost compassion When I lost my faith in you You ran out on me One time to many Man I hate that I trusted you And sometimes I feel it On the nights I'm sitting At home in my bedroom I still here all the screams And the broken down dreams of you Because I don't know how I believed you But I just hope you get exactly what you need Because I've been holding on forever Praying you'll get better But that just makes it worse Because you don't think that its a problem Until it has to be one You fuck up everyone And you can't handle all this pressure You blame it on depression And never on yourself