Left me stranded and embarrassed I watch you parachute before my very eyes, walked in on you fuckin' him I could tell it wasn't the first time but at least it clarified I don't have to wonder if we'll love again You were my happy place I was your placeholder You were my .38 The way you stay loaded Just in case I cannot take it here Sorry I'm not famous, dear Not like you, not like you You well on your way You turned me into a killa My walls so high, I can't feel ya My walls so high, I can't feel ya You turned me into a killa Now I'm a killa You've made me a killa Now I'm a killa Oh, oh-h Now I'm a killa You've made me a killa Now I'm a killa Now my heart's on murder mode What are second chances? I ain't never heard of those Don't come around me like you knew me 'Cause the version that you know died four or five years ago I am so cold, I'm so icy Fuck my emotions, I'm not a Pisces Since you left me, I've been stacking my options Got so many options it looks like an IPL Stay back, leave Shut up with yo fake ass, please Who that gettin' payback, sheesh Hey now, hold up, wait that's me Now you wanna cuff me like a criminal End of the line's that way about twenty miles You must not know 'cause it's been a while I'm not a sweetheart, baby, I'm a killa now You turned me into a killa My walls so high, I can't feel ya My walls so high, I can't feel ya You turned me into a killa Now I'm a killa You've made me a killa Now I'm a killa Oh, oh-h Now I'm a killa You've made me a killa Now I'm a killa Now I'm a killa You've made me a killa Now I'm a killa Oh, oh-h Now I'm a killa You've made me a killa Now I'm a killa