You really think that we can make it?
You really think that we can take it?
I don't know man
I guess we'll see
Cause right now things are looking like a mystery
You really think that they gone fake it?
And if they get it will they break it?
I don't know man
I guess we'll see
Cause right now things are looking like a mystery
I remember when I was little
Dream so big
Too big cause my soul was brittle
Felt like I was broke down
Damn-it I'm still broke now
Never let my self 'round till I let my self down
Damn, I went in hiding for like a week
And then I ask myself why the hell I was being weak
I really couldn't answer so I thought that my feelings peak
And everything will go bad, before you will have to leave
But I was wrong so wrong I fell into deep despair
Think about the times when they did and they didn't care
Question all the answers I'll admit I was pretty scared
And I was unprepared and most importantly unaware
Of what was gonna happen in response to my actions
Hoping one day that I'll be clapping and another done laughing
I fuel their fire with reaction
Wasn't just a distraction
I felt my heart was turning black and then my mind it unraveled
Like why me?
Like why now?
Like why us?
What is love?
What is right?
What is wrong?
I can't write
No more songs
Yeah I'm done
I got stepped on
I guessed wrong
And everything has stuck to me I wasn't like teflon
They stay we're all connected and it's funny cause honestly
People gave me less respect
I never got no apologies
And it's hard for me because I always gave second chances
And in my head
I know death the reason the devil kept dancing
I was advancing in my studies
Never was buddy-buddy with nobody
Wasn't trying to get played like putty
Change was sudden
I moved and got sent to a different high school
I tried to see the future
Envision the things I might do
I could be a doctor
Cause I do wanna prosper
I do wanna play sports but now I'm stressing 'bout offers
I took myself up the roster
And took my stuff out the locker
And maybe I could be an actor tryna win all the oscars
Because I'm hella dramatic
All of my exes have said it
My life was getting
Did not know where I was headed
I met a couple new people
And they don't like to be near
But I had known I couldn't judge a person off of appearance
So I had gave 'em some time
To really show me it's worth it
To try to be somebody more than just a fool with no purpose
I never thought of observing
All they names they had called me
It was appalling
Never knew that it be making me stronger
And now I'm better than ever
And I'm getting the cheddar
This money doesn't make me happy, it just adds to the pleasure
Of the success I've been working
With stable nose I was hurting
Would never popped any percocets
Hit the gym and I work the set
I'm always wanting to improve what I'm doing
Mediocrity isn't soothing
And neither is loosing
It's why I'm looking back to when they were booing
It was confusing
But in the end, knew that I could do it
Probably shoulda did it sooner
You really think that we can make it?
You really think that we can take it?
I don't know man
I guess we'll see
Cause right now it's all feeling like destiny
