Baby I need to know If I could stand my heart til I might be the numbness on a repeat Yeah, get too numb, my heart is in pieces You talk shit, complain for no reason All these feelings I gotta keep in Said you loved me, you do not mean it Hatred; you hiding You cursing; I'm crying Not dead but I'm dying Inside with no sirens I'm knocked out my heart and outside is a giant Who picks me apart and then leaves me in silence You gotta watch it, I'm too unstable I gotta stop it, can't live these fables Say that I'm toxic With my hand in my pocket Leaving me with no options But to break this table Six months in, got a bruise and such Everybody goes mad when you're too in love I gotta work on myself, should be moving up But in a small world, there's only two of us Baby I need to know If I could strained my heart till I'ma be the numbness on a peak All my days get longer Nights get colder Got a brand-new devil up on my shoulder No angels here, with no light to show ya How am I too weak to meet your quota It's a process Why do I listen to all the gossip Not yet Maybe I'm thinking that we could prosper Not sure Maybe you're better without a partner My heart hurts Why does it feel like we're taking sharp turns Fuck it tho I know reality is opposite from all the feelings that leave when I'm off of it Make over relations That stay in my basement It's hard to look down when you live in necropolis You're not really mine I'm not really yours Who's feeling worse? We're so numb it hurts Baby I need to know If I could strained my heart till I'ma be the numbness on a peak