Crushin' pills isn't healthy I just would help me Stuck in my room gettin' tempted to end it Never got my happy ending I called out but my friends don't reach me I'm too sad happiness can't teach me I don't think ima find what I'm seeking Please don't leave me They don't understand but they judge me My future gettin' ugly If u hear this come and save me I'm so scared ima snap go crazy Don't hit my phone I'm depressed and a mess All you had to do was sit down send a text But you waited too long now I'm in a vortex goin back to the state Where I wasn't born yet Suicide is glorified I'm traumatized I'm mortified Maybe there is more to find Live a life with more designs Too complexed I'm losin' hope Stressin' out no antidote Body covered kerosene Burning up with clarity Cold sweat scary dreams This is so embarrassing Sanity is perishing Thoughts of light disparaging Crushin' pills isn't healthy I just would help me Stuck in my room gettin' tempted to end it Never got my happy ending I called out but my friend don't reach me I'm too sad happiness can't teach me I don't think ima find what I'm seeking Please don't leave me Crushin' pills isn't healthy I just would help me Stuck in my room gettin' tempted to end it Never got my happy ending I called out but my friend don't reach me I'm too sad happiness can't teach me I don't think ima find what I'm seeking Please don't leave me