Yeah, small talking with my ghost friends Real people keep on ghosting I've been tryna find a new wave cause I'm sick of drowning in this ocean People worried about exposure I'm just happy that I wake up Say I'm keeping my composure till I realize every fucking day sucks It's a lost cause, I'm a bad guy, not a popstar I should fuck off, let me dig deeper I should OD where's the grim reaper when I need him You know, my way to live is receding Won't find what I'm seeking My soul needs a demon to rip it apart before I get to tweakin' I'm done (I'm done) All this poison in my head still In this room I'm feeling dead still Fuck around and take like 10 pills I'd be gone but I'm getting bread still Why do I gotta go through hell here Need a time stopper let me chill please Get a [?], write a quick note then its bye momma, uh Gone in a flash, hit me with lightning Rumbling thunder I'm done with the fighting Done with the bullshit it was a pipe dream Stuck on the night shift, sun isn't rising anymore Guess I'll stick to liking dark rooms Power's gone I'm in a monsoon If it don't stop I'll be gone soon I'll be gone soon, I'll be gone soon