I got some words to speak And sometimes it hurts to speak My condition's worsening Can't see the vision having blurry dreams Surprised my demons haven't murdered me I've been working hard but they don't really see it You need a hero? well I try to be it Always feeling so good but then I got defeated Self-abuse and mistreatment going to the deep end Don't know what I should believe in Currently it's 3 am I'm alone As the music playing Typing all these words on my phone In the house but it don't really feel like I'm home Finding answers to the questions that'll never be known I just wanna be the one that I need I got a girl and in reality she's something to me Try to speak to her, she start to get rat faces Told me she ain't want me Now I'm feeling like a friend, aye