I-I mean I seriously can't tell you the last time I actually felt like myself They're confusin' I'm a nuisance, yeah Huge hit feelin' useless Trip to the bathroom look in the mirror Ayo, wait a minute bro who's this I don't even know myself call it "Dissociation" No one else wants to help me through my phases Pain I felt, dissipating when I'm faded I'm just dissociatin' Yeah, I hate it They be talking to me like I'm really faking I forget myself like almost everyday It's easy just to walkaway from everything that I've created Hear myself up on the radio, I'm convinced it's not me People talk about me and then put me in they top 3 See my name in articles it's hard to offer comprehension I can't even talk about these interviews another second (Yeah) I'm feeling really different, yeah I can't even tell you who I was when all I knew back then was reminiscing, yeah Think I lost myself when I was losing vision Blurry image of the past, a lot of views on the future Boutta get a pack like the cards in a booster I cannot react to the clothes in my closet any longer I regret ever being a consumer, cuz They're confusin' (Confusin') I'm a nuisance (Nuisance) Yeah, huge hit feelin' useless Trip to the bathroom look in the mirror (Yeah) Ayo, wait a minute bro who's this I don't even know myself call it "Dissociation" No one else wants to help me through my phases Pain I felt, dissipating when I'm faded (When I'm faded) I'm just dissociatin' A little too much (Much) Gotta calm down (Down) No more drugs in my system for now But I know it won't last Mind is fragile like glass I just need a little bit to help the nonsense pass I mean, maybe that is what I'm drawn to But you don't never let me call you (Call you) Plans made always fall through Guess I'ma fall too