Keeping balance is a challenge I sense the love but then I also see the malice Come fill my chalice cause I feel a bit like royalty But at the same time I'm feeling so-so no embroidery I feel the ups and the downs I feel the sky and the ground Am I a pup or a hound? Like should I smile or frown? I feel intoxicated Haven't drank in twenty days I thought I finally had enough, but now there's more to gain More to lose, more to prove So confused Self-abused Follow cues Might just sever all my roots Mind my p's, mind my q's Red or blue Dr. Suess What's the move? Guess I gotta choose Thought I paved the path to success Left behind all the rest I turned my girl to an ex And put an X on the stress I put myself on a stretcher And left the rest to a doctor He told me I would get better But never helped, what a shocker! Left alone in a room full of body bags Ain't no dead bodies, nobody tryna lollygag Working every night, no sleep like an insomniac I told em they were nothing, no wonder they won't call me back It feels like I'm in the middle I'm living life as a riddle My confidence is so brittle Don't gas me up, I'm no griddle I'm ripping off all the shame I'll keep it handy for later When Mandy hating on Billy I'll ask the reaper a favor Keeping balance is a challenge I sense the love but then I also see the malice Come fill my chalice cause I feel a bit like royalty But at the same time I'm feeling so-so no embroidery I feel the ups and the downs I feel the sky and the ground Am I a pup or a hound? Like should I smile or frown? I feel intoxicated Haven't drank in twenty days I thought I finally had enough, but now there's more to gain