I'm sleeping later every day I let my time all go to waste I'm cracking eggshells in the pan too much I don't know if I'm washing my hands enough I'm keeping it close to the surface But that's not really making it hurt less Nothing to do but keep texting my therapist So many half-assed attempts to get over this Still dreaming in abbreviated emails Regarding airfare quotes, unrendered thumbnails It's 9pm and slipping out "I'm still at home" Blistered my palm, losing to metal Mario I'm having it out with the countertop 'Cause it doesn't believe I can turn it off Wasting a year in the garage like a gravel pit But I'm young I should just fucking enjoy this shit I hate the part of the song where the chorus hits 'Cause I don't like sticking flags on my nervousness Stuck in the kitchen for hours it's my default Still can't determine between white sugar and salt