We all know, I won't be the first to go home It's the same pattern every week Start to think, what am I doing to myself What else can I do to forget? 'Cause I've tried! I keep pushing the boundaries I'm pushing the boundaries aside Yeah I've tried But it's easier for me to drown all my sorrows alive Alive I'm fed up, with this talk, no really I'm done 'Cause I don't have your answers for What's my plan? What's my thing? What do I wanna do? I am scared that I'll lose it again 'Cause I've tried I keep saying what they wanna hear, holding on for dear life Yeah I've tried But this bottle is helping me answer those questions tonight Tonight What am I doing to myself? Desperate, I met up with A so called, therapist And she told me, not a bottle can save you from this You're about to collide Collide You're about to collide You're about to collide