Do you love me? Do you care? When you leave it starts to feel like you were never really there I'm so lonely, I get so scared That the connections in between us will wear thin and start to tear So I stop eating, pull out my hair And bring up fights we settled years ago, I know that isn't fair I know you love me, I know you care 'Cause when you come back, all the doubts I had about us disappear I'm sorry I'm trying, I'm trying to love you Forgive me I'm trying, I'm trying to love you How many chances do I get? How come you haven't left me yet? I wonder why I get this feeling in my chest When I'm alone, I must confess I'm terrified Empty spaces, separation Makes me do such awful things, I'm such a burden and I hate it Desperation, manipulation Throwing tantrums like a child but I promise you I'm changing I'm sorry (I'm sorry) I'm trying, I'm trying to love you Forgive me (Forgive me) I'm trying, I'm trying to love you How many chances do I get? How come you haven't left me yet? I'm terrified That I'll say something I regret I swear to God I'll try my best To treat you right