full of regrets grave diggers will find  there's no map 
to follow and the roads all changed there's smoke in your 
brain and no one to show you the way  surrender to the 
weight of what you gambled and lost  but at least you 
don't have to lie to yourself anymore  on the way back 
from hell tonight, smoke's rising up through the lights  
and there's a reason that you don't have to talk, I know 
what you're thinking  somewhere a blue rose is in a coke 
bottle  blooming on a kitchen window sill  surrender to 
the weight of what you gambled and lost  but at least you 
don't have to lie to yourself anymore  ghost trains run 
on the tracks down a gravel hill behind a trailer house / 
you can hear 'em if you listen close enough  it's the 
sound of a world that forgot where it came from and every 
lesson learned / I can feel the ending creeping up  
surrender to the weight of what you gambled and lost / 
but at least you don't have to lie to yourself anymore